During the past 2-1/2 years of keeping a blog, I amassed a small list of other women in the throes of infertility whose blogs I followed. Today is a happy, happy day. Because – with only 2 exceptions – and I don’t know what is going on with those two writers because they haven’t posted in many months (Carrie? Where are you? I miss you.) – every one of the bloggers I follow regularly has made it through to the other side.
Last fall I wondered if I should end my blog as a way of closing the door on infertility for me. I decided, however, that I could not leave all my comrades who hadn’t closed the door themselves.
All are now mothers. Many are on a successful second journey. It makes me exhale a deep sigh of relief. Of contentment.
But a few are still struggling for a second shot at pregnancy. Myself included. So I’m not giving this space up.
Cowboy and I decided that while we are late in the game, we want to give it another shot. My cycles are finally back now that I am nursing only once a day.
So I fired up the CBEFM and set it to CD1.
Holy shit. Here we go again.